Heavy and Slow

You stay up at night. Can’t even sleep a wink. 12.15am, the clock says. Tired. Tired, but you can’t sleep. Is he really at home sleeping? Or is someone else next to him smelling his cigarette breath, touching him in places he’s the most weak… You check your phone. 12.30am. You scroll through Instagram trying […]


He said, Not a day goes by without me missing you Not a day goes by without me knowing that I will always have something for you He said, Things will happen when we meet I can’t leave without thinking of what could happen I am frustrated that we have that urge He said, Please […]

Truth #1

“You should stop using that as an escape,” you said the other night. “Escape?” I asked, “I’m not escaping from anything!” You sighed and there it was. Silence. That awkward and uncomfortable silence that we may have gotten a little used to. I abruptly changed the topic. “So how is the girlfriend and what is […]

Where have I been?

Hello. It has been a while, hasn’t it? As I write this entry today, I am currently curling up in bed, just finished watching an episode of The Assassination of Gianni Versace (which is truly a masterpiece btw, you should have to watch it). Just a relaxed night in. Candle burning. Lights dimmed. Ahh….. So […]